i have never thought of myself as being attractive or attracting. everyone i tell this to gives me a bunch of shit and says i'm being stupid, but it's because i never get hit on. i realize this is my own fault because when i leave my apartment i usually have a huge 'fuck off' sign pasted to my forehead, and having fallen in love with theodore my freshman year of college, i was pretty blatantly 'off the market' for my entire college career. funnily enough, ever since our breakup, things have gotten a little more interesting. i haven't gone out enough to get hit on by strangers (which i admit makes me really uncomfortable so i'm quite alright with that not happening), but it's just interesting the small differences in how a few of my guy friends are acting around me now. it's nothing blatant, but there are definitely a few that have increased our levels of communication and i'm definitely getting more invitations to go to dinner, or hang out, or catch a movie. and of course, there was one guy (not a friend by any means, but merely an acquaintance), who propositioned me within fifteen minutes of finding out i was single. i just find the whole situation laughable and mildly entertaining.
now, if this had been two years ago, i'd probably do some really stupid and potentially regrettable things.. oh wait, i did do some really stupid and potentially regrettable things my sophomore year.. hmm........
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